So sian recently that i didnt post much~
Went to Double o for halloween celebration with Maine and Jenn darl, but to my disappointment, this year halloween wasnt that happening at DOuble O (maybe the fact that they celebrate on the actual day while most clubs celebrate earlier during weekends) They wasnt much ghostly figure around >.< Maine got drunk (or she was too tired), so i went home with her at about 1am+ leaving Jenn darl and Moo behind (Sorry wor) =x Some of the photo we took before we went to Double O at Jenn darl's office:
Concurrently somethings happen today~ Jiahui wanted a broke up or a cool down period so that we two can think whether we are still in love we one another~ He say we are together cuz of the fact that ppl think that we should be together and cause of the so many years tgt that tied us down~ I wonder is it just cuz of this~ Can we really be together if other ppl think that we should? Love is about what other ppl feel? M
Maybe he is just tired of everything~ I will leave the decision to him~ So the decision will be made on 24 Nov'07~ Kinda sad! When you have something, u tend to take it lightly and for granted, only when u feel that you are losing it, then you will feel how lose and sad you are~
Truely speaking, i really dunno what i am feeling, i think i am just keeping myself occupied and dun think about this harsh fact~ I dun dare to think about 24 Nov'07. I dunno how to react to a bad news but i knew i cant tied him down. 5yrs 9 mths and 18 days, every mins and moment we spend, be it joy or sadness, anger or concern, i am sure all this couldnt be forgotten. I will just pray and wishes the best for 2 of us.
1 Nov'07, Thursday:
Jenn darl and Xhbd is worried about me and i am so sian so ended up we went to have dinner at Sakura Buffet~ cost about $27 each, kinda ex but food make one happy so i dun mind =x Wait for them for half an hour due to the train fault and they surprise me with a winnie the pooh puppet, so sweet of them!! Love them loads loads, i told Jenn darl, we 3 can be S.H.E, and she say Xiao Hei is Ella, i am Selina and she is Hebe...LOL~~Ugly version de though..
Then we went to Chambers to attend SushiWasabi's maple wedding till round 2am then we went home =x
2 N0v'07, Friday:
Went out with the crazy girls namely me, maine, jocye and keline~ Finally we met up after i think 4 mths? LOL...Girls ah you 2 so busy until now then we met up~ Brought Joyce's present, although a bit last minutes but its the thought that counts right? =x Then we went to eat at a Jap restaurant name MOF at Marina Square~ The main course wasnt that nice but the dessert was so facinating that we ordered one each~ Photo shall be posted when i go home (now in office =x). After that we smuggle into ke ke's office and slack there~ Wanted to chill out at some bars but the place were packed and finally we decided to go home, took cab with maine and ke ke at around 11pm.
3 Nov'07, Say:
Clubbing with Jenn darl, actually we wanted to check out the new Club - Plush (formally name as MoMo and Velvet dragon). When we reach there, it was so empty and we need to pay a cover charge of $15 so we decided to change our destination to St James~ Super crowded over there, we went to Dragonfly 1st and the place is like those canto pop with artist singing and performing. The place is full of uncle and auntie!! Saw last time de MoMo auntie (cleaner) at Dragonfly then she talk to me (Last time when i go MoMO, she always ask me dun drink so much =x), She say "if wanna dance, dance at MoMo better cuz here alot of prositude" LOL~
We went around every pub and dance here and there. I still prefer R & B at powerhouse~ I think Jenn darl like Movita more =x We dance till 3am and then we DID NOT went home~ We call Xiao Hei to have supper with us and surprisingly he agree. So we took cab to Hougang and went to Xing Wang (24hr). We eat alot lo, total bill came up to $50, our BREAKFAST is $50 LOL~Then we stay there till 6am and then i took cab home~
4 Nov'07 , Sunday:
Thought i wanna stay at home today but mummy and bro all go out, so i was bored dead at home. After finishing all my housechores (Argh i hate housechores), meet up with Kel kel(he just join DimSums), Jenn darl and Xiao Hei to Chambers again~ This time Xiao Hei treat us =x We went to eat Chong Pang Nasi Lemak 1st before we proceed to chambers.
Some unpleasant thing happen there lo, kel kel did something wrong then the girls wan him to apologise to a girl infront of his fren (which is us), then at first only me and xiao hei go out with kel kel, then they tole me what kel kel did, then i smile abit then the girls scold me >.< DIAO~ i just smile nia mah~ What the!! Then i go in ask Jenn darl come out to pei me~ then they also say Jenn darl lo, WTF~ Really vry angry sia~ Before they go off the cab , they still turn and scold us, challenging us >.<""" Argh, if they xiao mei mei i still dun mind, they also 20+ lo, so childish!!
Anyway after they left, we continue our gaming and we left at 2am!! No more late night to chambers when i am working the next day~ Gotta be puntual for work starting from tomorrow and also slep early tonight!!
*~Emo~*
At different times of our life, people enter and make a impact to your life~ Sometimes when i recall back, i feel sad that frens come and goes~ Sometimes i regret letting you all go~ Whenever i feel that this fren will be close with me till the end, reality wakes me up by distorting our relationship~ Only some stay by always for me and i really thank you all~ I am grateful to all who came into my life, be it for long or for short, you are all in my memories. Bygones should be bygones, lets not take matter into our heart~ Now recalling back the past, i seem to be close with many ppl before =x
Recall of who i am close with before (some are still close now):
Sec school: Eleen, Xinling, Charmaine, Yongrong, Emily, Xinling, Soonlai, Chan Guowei, Sherrie, Esther, Jinsheng
Poly: Sylvia, Yuting, Xinyi, Shamimi, Jiahui, Jieyi, Aishah
Manfield Colleague: Jamie, Cindy lui, Tng Tng, Luma, Thomas, Bryan, Anna, Cai Hong, Kevin, Layyew
Maple: Seng, Jo, Ben, Kelven, Dave, Wc, Canlim, Wendy, Jenn Darl, Xiaohei, Wei quan, Jiayan, Hoppy, Ronny, Ron, Jeff, Xed, Ariel, Edwin
Thanks all of you for being a part of my memories~ Some of you might hate me now or still very much in love with me =x, i wanna tell you all a big thanks!!(though most prob you all wont get to see =x)Pardon me if i leave out any of you~
Muacks~ shall end here =x
Michelle blogged @ 2:42 PM
