Woke up with a very bright mood..Mummy cook lunch and was told to go back for lunch.
Was thinking of going to salon after that since it has been ages since i last visited them and my hair is in a mess.
Thought that today will be a good day, but thats only my thought.
I was telling one of my close fren to loosen the grip, to enjoy the relationship of a normal couple and now there is this person besides me that repeat what i was saying ytd. How ironic...Is it about me holding too tight or is it about you not wanting?
I am a listener, someone who listen and really thinks about what everything ppl say. I mind the way you shoo me away happily, makes me thinking whether if i am such a "FAN-atic" (a word which randomly hits my mind, meaning "fan"(as in bothering in chinese)- atic..haha). Next was money and so on and so fore.
If given 5 minute to release your unhappiness about a relationship, i am sure you could fully utilize it. I dont want that to happen.
Seein my tagboard, hearing what you say, i begin to think that i am too into this relationship, i need to TRY MY VERY BEST from now on to be a normal girlfriend, learn to be independent..To you (girl):
We are sad to see you like what you are right now. I know its gonna be hard, i know you are doubtful on how you can survive, doubtful about how the tears can stop flowing, doubtful about what your future will be. Dun doubt cuz utimately you will find the strength to move on, we been through this, and now we are a stronger person. If we can, you definitely can!! Dun forget that about your family and us, we will always be there. Whats meant to be will be..Learn from the mistake and brace up. We know you can be independent..We know you can be cheerful..We know you can overcome all this..If we know, i am sure you do too. Whatever it is, be strong. Your life isnt just about him, because it belongs to YOU. You leads your life, dun let your life leads you. No matter what, just remember that we will be there.
Michelle blogged @ 1:59 PM
